(I want it to be, like, messy)

I'm so insecure I think
That I'll die before I drink
And I'm so caught up in the news
Of who likes me and who hates you

And I'm so tired that I might
Quit my job, start a new life
And they'd all be so disappointed
'Cause who am I if not exploited?

Silver dollar
Golden flame
Dirty water
Poison rain

Perfect murder, take your aim
I don't belong to anyone
But everybody knows my name

All I did was try my best
This the kind of thanks I get
Unrelentlessly upset (upset, oh)

They say these are the golden years
But I wish I could disappear
Ego crush is so severe
God, it's brutal out here

Copycat trying to cop my manner (yeah!)
Watch your back
When you can't watch mine

Copycat trying to cop my glamour
Why so sad, bunny?
Can't have mine?

Call me calloused, call me cold
You're italic, I'm in bold

'Cause I love people I don't like
And I hate every song I write
And I'm not cool, and I'm not smart
And I can't even parallel park

By the way, you've been uninvited
'Cause all you say
Are all the same things I did

Copycat trying to copy my manner (yeah)
Watch your back (she's havin' a really good time)
When you can't watch mine

Copycat trying to copy my glamour
Why so sad, bunny?
Can't have mine?

Got a broken ego, a broken heart
God, I don't even know where to start

You've run out of time

I'm so sorry, now you know
Sorry I'm the one that told you so
Sorry, sorry
I'm sorry, sorry (psych!)

All I did was try my best
This the kind of thanks I get
Unrelentlessly upset (upset, oh)

They say these are the golden years
But I wish I could disappear
Ego crush is so severe
God

(Copycat) all I did was try my best
This the kind of thanks I get
Urelentlessly upset (upset, oh)

(Copycat) they say these are the golden years
But I wish I could disappear
Ego crush is so severe
God, it's brutal out here